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Working Life

2011-09-30T21:57:00.008+08:00

As promise, i will try to make it a habit to blog! (Just trying not to break my promise! )

Been slacking at home since the end of F1, and finally my bro asked me to work his is kind of a very simple job as i am only require to facilitate the meetings that are happening in this company. I use the word 'facilitate' as it really sound nicer when people ask me. It is a super long hour kind of job, yet an easy money.

Job Scope:

-Sit at the reception

- Wait for people to come for meeting

- Greet them and bring them to the meeting room

- Serve drink if they want. If not, self service

- Top-up snacks, and drinks.

- Help brew coffee, tea or milo if they want

- Sit there do nothing until they ask for help

-Get lunch, dinner and supper (if they want)

- Clear up the place and throw them away

- say bye to everyone and go!

Timing: highly depending. (today, 0900hrs to 2300hrs, which is freaking 14hrs or even more) But they usually want people at night... so...

That is like basically what i had done for the whole day! hahaha (except for the last point, cause i am still sitting at the seat)

Something new that i discovered today is this freaking awesome lift that i never seen in my life. Why is it awesome? There is no other buttons beside 'open' ,'close', 'speaker' buttons inside the lift.

Then how are you going to go to the level that you wanna go? You have press the buttons outside the lift, which they then will assign you a lift to take. Thus, no more running to the lift last min, hoping that you can take the lift.

Don't you think this is dam cool??

Helped one of the meeting group to get Korean food from this restaurant named, BQ Korea... It is kind of expensive as it average price per set is around $13. After getting them the food, i got the urge to get some Korean food as well. Instead of getting from the same restaurant, i decided to get it at a food court. (obviously it is at a cheaper rate)

First time tried the chicken bibimbam... not bad, but if you are not a veg lover, you might not like it... cause every mouth you eat, you will eat the veg. haha..

wondering is it suppose to be like this? haha (a bit messy though)

I think should stop here... If not i won't be going home.. hahah!

Hi Everyone! :)

2011-09-29T16:46:00.003+08:00

Hi Peeps,

It have been long since I last blog and suddenly feeling lie blogging while rotting at home for the past few days after F1...

I am definitely not a blogger as I am not a person that will consolidate all my thoughts at one time, thus result in no able to think of things to blog. But i had found an alternative; Twitter! I allows me to say whatever i want at the time. (too bad i don't have wi-fi)

Another reason that I am trying to blog is that i am reading someone else blog and i think that it help others to know a bit more bout yo. Or at least someone who concern about you can know what you been doing lately. ^^

I bet no one will visit my blog for NOW, as it has been dead for years!! I am trying to make it a habit. hehe Something good about it is that my blog become a little secret hiding place for me as Facebook and twitter is no longer a place where i can say freely about my mind. :)

Been feeling bad mood recently due to people around me. If i am grant with a special ability, it will the capability of mind reading. I really want to know how people around me thinks. I am a girl who thinks alot, (I really hope that i am not) but i just can't help to think. Things that i always ask myself:

- What kind of friend/people am i to others?
- Am i very irritating?
- Do they like me? Or they are just to nice to not told me off infront of me?
- Are they feeling comfortable with me?
- many many many more..

And i think is this kind of questions that really bring my mood down. People have been telling me to ignore others thinking as i live for myself and not others. But come to think of that, aren't my life surrounded with people.

For example,

I have been involve in the F1 this year and i wondering how the rest see me as a colleague and friends. It can get really irritating as there is no answer to it! Unless i walk to one of them and ask straight to the face, but once again, they might be too nice to tell you... I guess i reallly need some time to recover. :(

Being positive, something good about me having bad mood, i won't have appetite... Might feel hungry, but just don't know what to eat... hahaha! and i try to tone down but talking lesser.. ^^

I should blog about F1 soon... :)

Business Etiquette and Service Excellence

2011-01-21T11:11:00.001+08:00

Business Etiquette and Service Excellence (BeSe) is a module that all Leisure and Resort Management (LRM) and Culinary and Catering Management (CCM) students take during the 2.2 sem. Throughout this module, we will be taught about the type of business etiquette like dress code, how to react during business setting and basic make up. As for service excellence, videos of the type of and correct service have been shown to us during lecture. Beside these, there are many other topic have been teach to us which i will talk about it and how they will benefit me in future later.

I felt that this module is extremely useful when we start our Internship Programme as well as when we go out of the society, as the things that we learned are able to be apply. Especially during Internship, as this is the first time we stepped into the society, there is a lot of things that we don’t know. Therefore, it serves as a platform where we can prepare ourselves. BeSe is different from the other modules we learnt, as we normally learn the theory of a certain field. Whereas, in BeSe, the things we learnt are the interpersonal skills and how to interact with others, these skills are not able to learn from the other module.

To me the most memorable topics are the makeup session with shiseido, professional Presence and Corporate Politics. As I think that it will make a biggest impact in my future when I start working and internship. These topics enable me to have a better understanding of the business etiquette.

Professional Presence

During Professional Presence lesson, we are taught about the appropriate dress code and how to we behave and what we should do during business occasions. I felt that this is very useful as it is something that we don’t normally practise during our daily life.

Through the lessons, we are able to learn the proper meeting and greeting manner when we meet the potential clients. We also got to practise the appropriate behaviours like the way to receive and present namecard and what are the small talk’s topics we can use during business. This will help us in the future when we are networking in the industry, after learning BeSe, I am able to communicate with strangers and the correct way to approach them.

After I learnt the appropriate dress code, I start to become more observance in the people dressing formally. This could help me to take note on my dressing as well as the peers, it could also aids me in preparing my subordinate before meeting the clients. I had also have a better understanding on the dress code during different occasions for example what should I wear during a cocktail reception and what are the difference between smart causal and business causal. This will help me to better prepare myself when I go to work or meet the potential clients.

I had also applied what I had learned to my internship interview with the corporate world, I believe that the company will be impressed by my effort and thus hire me as their staff.

Email and telephone etiquette is also very important in the business setting as it is another way to connect with the clients. Thus by learning the etiquette, we know the appropriate ways in dealing the clients or business partners through phone and email. Besides, business partners, email and phone etiquette could also apply in our daily life such as writing a compliment email to a company or calling a friend, it is something that we have to learn to prepare us to communicate with others.

Makeup Session

I am glad that the school invited Shiseido to the conduct a workshop for every one of us as it could better prepare us to present ourselves to others regardless industry partners, colleagues or strangers. In which, the makeup skills and personal hygiene is very useful in term of business etiquette. As ‘us’ being the representative of the company, potential clients will be judging the company through our behaviour and presentation. Thus, if someone was unable to present themselves well, the potential clients might think that the company are unable to train their staff and leave a bad impression.

We could also prepare our future subordinates before meeting our clients, therefore it does not only benefit the ladies, and guys are able to have a better knowledge on the presentation of their subordinate.

Corporate Politics

In this topic, we learned what are the corporate politics and the ways to avoid them. After sitting through the 2 ½ hours of workshop, I am able to know the different type of politics. Tutor talks about the type of politics and her personal experience as well as the politics she had seen. After hearing the difference real life experience, I am amazed by the difference politics that could happen in the real life.

Therefore, after the workshop, I am able to know the possible politics that I might meet during my internship and when I start working. Being able to know, it could help me to avoid or solve the politics that might happen and thus are able to react to the situation. By identifying the politics that might happen in the corporate world, it also helped us to react by knowing the dos and the don’ts when working.
However, being corporate politics, some of it will have to be experience by ourselves to know more about the politics and will be able to react better in the future.

Therefore, I think that BeSe had helped my classmates and me in preparing ourselves to face the corporate world regardless as an internship students or a working adult. Being able to apply whatever we had learned during the module, I believe that we could become more outstanding than the rest of the competitors and impression our future partners. Besides the above mention topics, I believed that the rest of the topics are able to apply in the future. I am really glad that I am able to have this module and this have allow me to know more about the corporate world and the possible challangers I might meet in the future.

Do look for me if you want to know more about Business Etiquette and Service Excellence free feel to approach me! or drop a comment, I will be more than willing to answer all your question if i can. :) Thanks for your attention.

2009-08-06T20:29:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday MOO MOO....

Today went to Top Table (It is a fine dining resturant in TP manage by HTM,LRM&CCM students, which mean i will be there next year.!!!) The price is fairly alright, considered cheap for a fine dining. It costs us $41 for 3 pax.
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Erm...The service consider quite well although there are some mistakes, but they all still students. She really pointed out the mistake they had make, as she herself 'work' there before. It is quite funny when she tried to help the waiters/waitress by giving hints.
At the end of the meal before dessert, the head waiter asked one of the waiter to clear out table. However, the waiter forgot to take away the pepper and salt. She asked me to hint him, before i could, the head waiter saw it and give the waiter the Hey!! you forgot!!* face. Somemore right infront of me. LOL
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After my lunch, when TM to meet Moo Moo they all at swensen. They are having lunch there, felt quite bad for not joining them. It is a celebration to moo moo and also first class outing. Nevertheless, did join them for photo taking. hahas.
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Played game that was suggested by Kim. The game goes like this, one person will be blindfolded and to touch the other person hand or head to guess who is it. Moo moo manage to know it was me, by hearing the other voices but not mine. LOL.. It is a fun game especially when it is played by desmond and Kim. He was damn funny la, and danced the "nobody" song with edeline...
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They had the lunch 1-for-1 offer in swensen, however they were overcharged for $46.15. They only give us 5 free meal instead of 8. Get back to them after our photo taking and games. Manage to get back the refund and give them back... hahas
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After they went home, go walk walk with beryl, edeline and wei ling. It is also a fun trips. enjoyed. Hehe

Talk for too long le. Need to revise my comm sk test on sat.. Hehe
Finally update since don't know when... Haas

2009-06-13T19:38:00.002+08:00

Yeah!!!! I got my itouch me. Hehe and guess what? I am using it to blog now!!! So fun...hehe hope it come be upload. LOL!

Ytd went to IT fair with my bro, and brougt this!! Spent a lot ytd , about $500? This itouch had already cost me $470. Haha!!! But at least is I like it. Hehe :)) so happy!!!

New School....New Life.....

2009-04-25T12:34:00.004+08:00

One week had passed...Erm...if you ask me "how is my poly's life....?" I think i only can say, I didn't really know...Cause for Business school, 1st week are very relax. :) we didn't have tut/lab for the 1st week. So eventually i only need to go to sch for 1 or 2 hrs a day....hehe...But i got a feeling that i will have a hard time for the rest of time...
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TP had just broke the WORLD GUINNESS RECORD for Human Wheelbarrel ytd. AND i am one of them!!!!! Had fun ytd...and our class is SOoo HIGH!!! GO 1K02!!!
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I really LOVE this song...Wonder girl-Nobody... It is a jap song with very nice and hot dance.

2009-04-10T23:01:00.002+08:00

AHHHH......

Long time never blog le.

hehe.

Don't know why just don't have a habit to blog.

Even though sometime I feel like blogging,

but end up i will just forget it.

LOL!

Think i am too lazy liao...hahas

For some reasons,

i hated myself.

Really hated myself..!!

ARGHHH...

2009-02-05T23:11:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to ANNA & ME...!!!

Long long time didn't blog le...So sorry for those who come to my blog and didn't see anything. Hehe :P Thanks to those who celebrated with me, those who gave me present and those who remember my birthday.

My 18th Birthday let me accept the facts that i need to face sooner or later. Which I had always deceive myself, or i should say that I do not want to face....

"A person don't even remember your birthday, mean you have not been in that person mind before."

*Can i say that?*

Today argue with auntie sandra about some life's issue:

-:My stand " A person shouldn't promise something if he/she think that they cannot keep it unless at the very least min something pop up."

-: Auntie Sandra's stand " Shouldn't take it seriously, as promise are usually made to be broken."

I really hate people to break promise, if he/she cannot confirm, then they shouldn't not make any promise....!!! Maybe only i think this way,or my thinking wasn't right. MAYBE will learn to accept this facts when i grow older...Hahas!

Will post all pictures on the blog..Took quite a number of them, but didn't have the mood to post...hehe =D

Three more months to school reopen.( i think so, not sure )hehheh* Anyway, for those didn't know, i went to Leisure and Resort Management... :)

2008-12-10T12:05:00.002+08:00

Felt so guilty cause i am blogger when working. But i seriously nothing to do (not all the time). I was so happy cause i brought a bracelet that i like on Sunday at TM 'Valerie'. But the bracelet become brownish after two days!!! and i brought it at $12.90. Like kanna cheated.... So i went back and see what i can do to it. And i was shocked by their answer....

Me: " erm...Miss.. I brought this bracelet on Sunday and the colour become brownish."

Lady: " Sorry i cannot do anything....do the bracelet have contact with water?"

Me: " erm...I didn't soak this into water, But i did wear this to wash hand when i go toilet..."

Lady: " Oh...den too bad. cause the bracelet was not make of stainless steel."

Me: " So you mean i cannot do anything to it?"

Lady: " Ya... I cannot do anything, Next time you buy thing must be careful lo..."

Me: " .....speechless*..... oh thanks"

So can I say that is my fault that i buy things from them? I seriously become speechless....I really don't understand those who went TRU to buy thing and if we make any mistake or the item spoiled, and we did give them discount or exchange, still wanted to complain. We had tried our best to please you all already, yet you all still want to complain or 'scold' us. sigh....

Okay la. end my nonsense....time for my to be back of my work already... Bye... =D

2008-12-09T15:36:00.006+08:00

Reality hurts.....

Will dream heal?

or hurt even more?

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I don't know how long I can hold back my tears

I really hate reality.

Can someone shout into my face and tell me the truth,

so that my heart won't be so hurt.

I must learn how to accept reality......

I must learn to give up on you....

Goodbye! my teachers and friends

2008-11-22T16:49:00.002+08:00

...I love to say hello,

but hate to say goodbye...

Ytd is our prom night...This also indicate that we had finish our secondary school education and need to move on. Ytd night was a wonderful night for me. Everyone gave my the best impression for me to take away ... For example, I was quite angry with Mr leong because he don't seem to care us during the O's. But ytd he CRIED after hugging us , and i know he hate to see us leave... I think he is the only one who cried. I AM VERY TOUCHED!!! I will remember him for the rest of my life. This class had given me both good and bad memories. I will miss them so much... I hated to leave you all...Sob Sob... ... ='(

I really really hate to say goodbye... I think i am the kind that are very emotional...Just like I hate to end the sec 3 camp, I hate to leave Vietnam, I hate to leave my father and now, i hate to leave all the teachers and classmates....=( I hope that we will have time together again after we left the school and enter poly... =]

Could not post the photos yet, cause the photos is still with anna...But you all can go her blog to view the photos after she post it... =]

2008-11-16T23:46:00.003+08:00

Long time never blog already...when back work this few days. Today went to work with anna, we took a very special bus. We think this is designed for the F1 race months ago. Is really damn cool lo. The is actually is the driver's sit. Took some picture....

I like this picture. hehe (my face look small..)

Cool right?

But every day work morning. I really hate the customer lo, today got scolded by one customer. -Just because our $1 coins had used up. ==' WTF right? She still want call the HQ to complain.....They really think that they got money, they win. I really don't give a damn, go complain lo...Sick of seeing this kind of customers lo...I WANT FIND OTHER JOB!!! But hate to leave all the staff there...They really treat me very good.

Today almost shortage sia...$9 net. I wanted to check where i go wrong, about half way, Alex ask me not to find then he help me cover the shortage de. But i don't want, cause even if I undercharge customers, i also want to pay myself. LUCKILY, i found where i go wrong, so I DON'T NEED TO PAY!!! hehe =] Alex treat people really good.... felt so happy to know people like him. =D

Tml looking for Gina for some manicure... think need to wait for Anna for long long long time....ZZZZZ she say she want extention on nails. so think need 3 hours. LOL! Need to sleep...will find more think to blog. :]

2008-09-30T20:39:00.004+08:00

Busy with study again. Sigh...But it was quite fun, cause everyone had the same goal- to score well in O'level!!! Last Sunday, my mum told me something that made me laugh at myself non-stop...!!!

When we was about to sleep, she told me:

Mum: "I wasn't sleeping well yesterday, and i heard you sleep talking."

Me:" HUH!!! What did I said?!?!" (So afraid that i may say something wrong.)

Mum: " You keep saying "Go study....Go study...Faster..." (in chinese) for awhile. After that you sit up again and said " Go tution! Go tution!... .."

Me: "REALLY ARH?! OMG!!! I didn't know i am sooo stress about my study..."
I kept on laughing and laughing... ...If you really saw someone sleep talking, you will find it darm funny.

I think i am really too stress up with my O'level, I had been sleep talking for almost every day!!! That wasn't a good sign... My mum say i cannot to anything wrong, if not my husband will know every thing....

Today went to Tampines library to study, with Jue Ying, Hui Li and Bing Kun. Didn't do much thing, only able to finish one Physic paper. After 5pm, Jue Ying and Hui Li had a hair cut near my house. I also did one new spectacle which cost me $125. will get it on thursday!! Horray!!! :D

Jue Ying and me in mac

How do you pronoun VELOCITY?

(found in a book at children's section)
Direction?
This will be my new glasses! But this is a sample! :D

2008-09-29T20:18:00.002+08:00

Sorry... Can't blog nowadays. Need to study, and don't have the mood to blog too. LOL!!! Need to wait till i finish o'level. Everyday study, study and study.... SIGH.... :( Jia you every one out there, last lap le.... :D After o'level, maybe will do a proper blog, if not i think i will not blog anymore.... :)

2008-09-09T23:06:00.003+08:00

Happy belated birthday, Grandmum and Cindy!!

Happy birthday BENjamin and ah ping.!! :))

Went to Indonasia on friday for my grandmum's 71th birthday. Came back on sunday afternoon. Didn't do much thing at there, but manage to see some of my new born cousin and nephew. =D Hehheh... Over there, there are lots of children, quite noise though. But bring lots of happiness and laughter to the house. I am an aunt already.!!! OMG.! But never mind is still ok for me, I had one cousin who was 2mths old and my nephew that are 3 mths and 5 mths old. So their uncle are younger than them.!! Hahahas. They are really cute man. I keep carry the 5mths old boy, he also let me carry. ;))

Grandmum cutting cake ( about 5kg)

5mths old nephew!!!-Ah cheng

Took the picture myself when carrying him
3mth old girl. :)

2008-09-04T00:40:00.000+08:00

Went out today with bro, Sengyi and 谢老师 to marina square. 谢老师 was so surprise to see me there, cause she thought that I should study for my O'level instead. I told her never mind, need to relax a bit, and I am not the type that will keep on studying. :X Went for lunch at the foodcourt, after which we went to Kbox. Cause we really don't know where to go. $14.50 per person, with one drink and one plate of finger food, for 3 hours. After that, we went to compass point to have some ice-cream!!! We went to fatch Thomas, 谢老师's son, before going to her house. We are so afraid that thomas will cry when he see us, cause he was scare of stranger according to 谢老师. After awhile he won't scare of us , instead he wanted to play with us. Too bad he need to sleep at 8, so we only able to play awhile. We forgot to take his photo, he was quite handsome. LOL!!! :)

Tml need to study le, think of going to school's library. Need to study POA and Science.

At 谢老师's house

ICE-CREAM!!!

谢老师 and ME!!!
Nice cup

Sometime, I just feel like giving up... ...

2008-09-04T00:31:00.003+08:00

I really hate this feeling.

Should i give up,

should I not.?

My heart and mind are confused now.
Can anyone tell me what should I do?

Should i say out my feeling?

I really don't know... ...

2008-08-24T14:56:00.002+08:00

One month had passed... ... I had not see you, hug you and kiss your forehead for one month. I miss you every day. How I wish i can see you again, i miss hugging you when i know i could not hug you anymore. It really hurt. Now then i know, the pain grow stronger day by day instead of getting lesser. Everything happened so sudden, you just left us. It seem like you will reach home late every night, therefore we are not able to see you. I really really miss you badly. Papa.

2008-08-23T20:53:00.003+08:00

One Step At A Time

da da da um da da

da da da ba um da da

da da da um da da

da da da ba um da da

Hurry up and wait

So close, but so far away

Everything that you always dreamed of

Close enough for you to taste

But you just can't touch

HOOK

You wanna show the world but no one knows yours name yet

Wonderin' when, where and how you're going to make it

You know you can if you get the chance

In your face and the door keeps slamming

Now you're feeling more and more frustrated

And you getting all kinda impatient

Waiting, we live and we learn

CHORUS

To take one step at a time

There's no need to rush

It's like learning to fly, or falling in love

It's gonna happen when it's supposed to happen

And we find the reasons why

One step at a time

da da da um da da

da da da ba um da da

da da da um da da

da da da ba um da da

You believe, and you doubt

You're confused, and got it all figured out

Everything that you always wished for

Could be yours, should be yours, would be yoursIf they only knew

HOOK

You wanna show the world but no one knows yours name yet

Wonderin' when, where and how you're going to make it

You know you can if you get the chance

In your face and the door keeps slamming

Now you're feeling more and more frustrated

And you getting all kinda impatient

Waiting, we live and we learn

CHORUS

To take one step at a time

There's no need to rush

It's like learning to fly, or falling in love

It's gonna happen when it's supposed to happen

And we find the reasons why

One step at a time

When you can't wait any longer (you can't wait)

But there's no end in time (when you need to find the strength)

It's your faith that makes you stronger (the only way we get there)

The only way we get there

Is one step at a time

To take one step at a time

There's no need to rush

It's like learning to fly, or falling in love (Falling in love)

It's gonna happen when it's supposed to happen

And we find the reasons why

One step at a time

There's no need to rush

It's like learning to fly, or falling in love (Falling in love)

It's gonna happen when it's supposed to happen

And we find the reasons why

One step at a time

Kylie intro me de. :)

2008-08-22T21:19:00.010+08:00

Last moment for the Table tennis girls.

Well Done.

Finally! We did it!

Feng Tian wei. *Clap*
She is sooo cool. :)

Zhang Yining,

She never smile.

It is hard to see Zhang Yining to smile. Hahas. :P

Li JiaWei!!! Cute...
Go go go
Tears of joy.... :)

Olympics Table tennis had come to the end. Singapore had done well!! We had achieved one sliver medal in table tennis. Feel so proud of Singapore. Although quite a number of them think that they were born in china, so there is nothing for us to happy about. I think is quite unfair for them, they played for Singapore and they are proud of that. Every time see them play for Singapore, I felt so excited. I really like them, especially Feng Tian Wei, this is the 1st time see her, she is very cool....I think she play well, too bad she need to play with Zhang YiNing,world no. 1, in the quaterfinal . And Li JiaWei, she is cute with her facial expression and her action. She play quite well. Sorry, I don't have much impression of the third one, so... ... Anyway, GOOD JOD for your table tennis's girls. Keep it up. Three cheer for all of you. China's table tennis girls are really good. :)

2008-08-12T23:39:00.003+08:00

OMG! OMG! OMG!....

Today got back our MT's O'level result. I got an A1 for my Chinese! Actually i don't really have confident because I scored A2 for my math which was my best subject. I aimed A2 at the start of the year, because I didn't did well since I enter secondary school. But my bro tell me that I should aim for A1 as I might drop by one grade, hence become A2. I told myself that I want to score A1 because I am not really confident in my other subjects. I am very happy that I scored A1. Too bad my dad didn't see it, but i believe that he know it somehow and are very happy. :)

" Papa, I did it! Although it is only one subject but i know you are happy enough and hope to see more. I will do my best de. :)"

To Anyone who can advice me:

I always thought of going poly, leisure and resort management, which has a cut-off point 11 in 2007. I also hope to enter UNI( part of my father wish) after i finish my poly. However the percentage of entering UNI through poly is only 5%, this means that 100 students, only 5 students could enter UNI. My mother told me today that, she hope that i could enter JC instead, which is least one year and is easier to enter UNI. But I do not like the lifestyle of JC, and scare that i could not cope with my subjects especially ENGLISH. PLEASE ADVICE ME!!! Thank you. ( Please make sense. If too long, tell me in school instead when you see me. Thanks)

PLUS. I agreed with Meiyan that Mr wong is a good teacher. Without him, I am sure i will not score that well, or even worst, just pass for my o'level chinese. My chinese wasn't that good when i in secondary school. Especially when i am taught by somebody which caused me to hate chinese. But don't worry, I love chinese now! A VERY BIG THANK YOU TO MR WONG FOR BEING A WONDERFUL TEACHER!!!

2008-08-08T21:43:00.003+08:00

My heart is hurting... ...

It really hurt.

Please tell me what should i do.

I hate the feeling,

Yet i cannot do anything.

I felt so terrible now.

2008-08-07T23:02:00.000+08:00

Today went to Tampines Mart to have lunch and study with Meiyan, Jueying, Kylie, Cindy, Azlynn, Huishan, Yiheng and Desmond. Did our POA, everything seem right at the starting. But I suddenly lost my mood and don't have the mood to study. Meiyan they all keep cheering me up. Wanted to go home at 515, but ended up reaching home at about 8 due to the rain. It was so heavy!. Saw Pooh's notebook for $1.95 each. So Meiyan, Jueying, Cindy and me brought one each. They had four designs but we didn't buy all the design, because Jueying and I love tigger so we brought the same book. =)
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My mum looked very tired and weak, I don't know how to help her. She cried more often nowadays, the only thing I can help her was to hug her and give her a kiss on her forehead. I hope this will console her. I just went speechless because me myself feel like crying. I know it is hard for her, she had lost someone she loved for 20+ years. They alway together in and out, work, market and outing. For me, at least i didn't see my dad in school, and going to school will help me not to think about him.
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Meiyan: Hope you can join us for more chit chat session, which Jueying, Kylie and I had most of the time after school. It always nice to find someone to talk to whenever you need. You also had been a good listener when i need it. Thanks so much. Remember cheer up.! :)
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Jueying: You had been listening to me when I need you. Hope I won't sound too talkative, and I appreciated you for accompany me after school, especially this few days, because we had been release early. Not like the normal days when i will go home straight. Think of me when you need someone. :)
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Yasmin: You had always cheered me up. Thanks so much. You make feel like going A.math and having e.math lesson more. You had also tell me alot of your secret, don't worry I didn't tell anyone, and i like you to know that i felt honour that you share things with me. :)
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Anna: Enjoyed talking to you in school, however if you need to be with gary in school go ahead. I won't blame you anymore, seriously . I understand I will face this sometime in my life, is just sooner or later. Family will always come first, and since you had see gary as your future. This may happen in 5 years time if it does not happen now, so i must learn to accept it. Our friendship will continue. ( I don't know i had said it correctly or not, hope you understand what i am trying to say. Not meant to be offensive) =D
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Enough of talking! Took some picture in Mac.

2008-08-06T21:33:00.004+08:00

" Unpleasant memories can turn good,
when there is no more addition memories."
-Jasmine

I am so tired, both physically and mentally. I have told myself not to think anymore, everything around me just don't seem right. I had been losing one thing after another, all of them is my loved one. I hate that, i hate the feeling and i hate myself. Everyone had told me to be strong, I really don't know how long i can take it. The days went by, and the more I miss my father. I alway thought school is a place for me to escape to, yet school itself have another problem waiting for me. I cannot cry infront of my mother, neither i can cry in front of my classmate nor anyone. I really hope everything can just be gone when the time pass by, which i think is very difficult. The memories of my father keep coming to my head, the more i think, the more my heart aches. My heart are tearing apart. I can really feel the pain, it hurt.

Anna be gald that so many ppl cares for you, seriously. I am not jealous that there is so many people that concern you. Do treasure them as i said, you may not get it back if you lost them.

For those who helped anna,

I hope you all know, friendship and relationship is the same. It could only be solved by the person itself. Cause you all don't know what had happen between anna and me.. Thank you.

2008-08-01T21:08:00.004+08:00

Firstly, I would like to thanks everyone for your concern and thanks for coming to my father's wake. I really know that i had lots of friends who concern me, from school, TRU, and others. I am very happy that you all came to the wake and the SMSes did console me. I did feel better. Almost all of my teacher came down too, they really dote me alot. Some may not show it out, but i could feel it.

During the wake, Sengyi, JJ and Wallace come down almost everyday to help us, even though they know we didn't have time to accompany them. Especially Sengyi, he stay over every single night to help look after our thing so that my mum and me could rest. I told my brother to treasure this friendship, because this might not come again if he lost it and it is difficult to find one, yet he got 3.

I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT ANYMORE. I AM VERY TIRED!!!!

The following is for jocelyn... ...

To jocelyn:

I saw the message for me in your blog le. Thanks so much! Whenever i saw the message i really feel like crying, indeed I did cried. It just soften my heart, I don't know how to say it. It make me no longer strong. But i don't dare to cry, I am so afraid that my mum see me. Really, thanks for the message. Love you all too :)

2008-07-19T23:52:00.004+08:00

I had a wonderful day today!!!
I went for a breakfast with Kylie, Estee and YuFang at Mac.
After that went to the English comprehension's workshop, I found it quite useful. They really touch on the skill to answer all types of question. Especially 'Use you own words' questions.
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After that, went home and waited for my father to come home from hospital. Went out at 5pm to meet Song for movie at TM. Watched "Hellboy-The golden army" it's quite sad when people dislike him even though he was saving the people. Nevertheless he alway had his girlfriend beside him. The cinema was damn cold. Song coughed all day long, den he wanna talk to me like a old man, cause he need to bent a bit.-Take care. Hahas!! Then went to Ramen Ten for dinner, we ordered similar foods and drinks. In the menu, my ramen was rated with 3 chillies and his was rated with 2. He asked we whether i want to try his soup, and i just took one scoop and drank it. I was chocked by the hotness. hahas!! His is much more hotter than mine. Don't know how they rate de. hehe. Then we went to TM for a walk, went to Mini Toons and ToyRus. Tried some of the toys that we didn't get to play when working. At about 930pm, we decided to go home, and he sit with me in bus 293 around and back to interchange. hahas!!! =P Reached home at about 10pm le. hahas!

Gtg. sleeping le. hehe

2008-07-16T12:33:00.000+08:00

I really HATE those people who dare to say but don't dare to admit it. Come on la, if you really said it or did it, just say la.! What the point of saying NO, and put the blame on others? We know your pattern la, sec 1 to sec 5 all the same, you mean you never grow up? So what you are smart? NO ONE will think you are clever lo... ... If you cannot have what we had, don't act like a sore loser la. SHUT UP and do your own thing la.! Don't let us hate you can? For goddness sake, PLEASE change la!!!

Don't like us still talk to us? WTF!?

Agree with jocelyn, sooo many unhappy things had happened this few weeks...SIGH....!!! Hope everything will turn better soon... gtg le, going sleep. sigh...

2008-07-15T17:26:00.000+08:00

ARGHHH.....

I really hate those people think that they are very big.

What they think they are? They have no rights to say my mother lo.

The thing never happen to you all, i also know how to say.

Say is much more easier than do lo.

You all are not in my family, you all don't know how we feel.

Don't work?

You all feed us arh?

Don't say feed all of us la, just give me and bro pocket money la.

You all sure run far far away lo.

I don't care who you all are.

So what my relative? So what is adult?

If you all bully my mother, I don't care who you are,

i will not give any face de lo.

ARGHHH....

2008-07-08T23:28:00.004+08:00

Ya...The thought i had this few days. The thought i had after the Friday's breakthrough program. They asked us to focus on our studies, 8 hours of revision daily, 9-12 hours of studies in weekend, 4 hours of sleep EVERY SINGLE DAY, NO more outing with friends, and maybe will scarified the time with family. This sounded difficult to be achieve, but will determination, I think everyone can achieve. I thought of following all the things above, but i decided not to follow entirely. I realised that straight As was not i wanted, i just wanna get into the course i wanted. Study that and get a job i want, I don't know what is my future. But all i want NOW, is to treasure all i have, espeacially relationship with famliy and friends. In my family, we know what we going to expect, we know that my dad's illness could not be cure, we just want him to live longer and painless. I really don't know how? I just want to accompany him more, with my mum and brother. I had made my choice of what i want now, I could alway get my studies done in further. When i know i might not be able to accompany my father in further. I know i won't regret for now. But i will still try my best to get my studies down will enough to go to the course i want =D Hope he get well soon :)

2008-07-05T16:18:00.004+08:00

Today went to hospital accompany my dad for a blood test, then went to his work place.
I did my work and revision there, though i am quite lazy. hehe.
but still finished my english , actually wanted to do my POA, but i forgot to bring ledger paper.
So cannot do, will finish by today or tml de. =)

Took some picture in the office, and i had my own table.
So i did my work there and sleep there. opp* =P

Enjoy the picture. :D

2008-07-05T00:50:00.003+08:00

HELLOO...

No time for blogging nowadays.

So sorry for you to come my blog without anything to read.

Ytd had my Chinese oral, I don't know how I good or bad I had done.

But at least, i didn't went mute when the question was asked.

So at least got something to say, and the topic is " People like to give others personal contact, photos, etc to others without the person permission."

Something like that. Hahas. =P

Then straight after the oral, i went to the ISTAVIN's academic breakthrough programme.

They helped us to calculate the amount of time we have and the number of chatper we need to cover.

And after all the calculation, it come out with a conclusion.

That is, we need 8 hours of revision per day to cover all the subjects and chapters.

Yet now we are complaining that we did not have enough rest.

And they told us that, for those " top achiever " only sleep 4 hours per day.

And ya, she want us to do the same.

There was another guy, that i forgot what his name, asked us to plan our timetable.

Indeed both he and Joyce were very charming ~"~ blushed*. Kidding.

His look still okay okay, but is his ability.

He is smart, straight As for O'level, however he is not a book smart.

Most importantly, he know where he wanted to go, therefore, with the result he had, he went to TP

Others might just get the result and 'blindly' go into JC without knowing where he/she wanted to go.

Same goes to Joyce, the other instructor, she went through secondary, JC, Poly and UNI.

She went JC 1st, then to Poly, not because she cannot make to UNI.

She went JC because she wanted to take GP, so that she can use it for her Mass Communication.

They told us to take all outing, games out of our plan. cause we did not have time.

So consider about it, for my future... ...

Okay!!! Time for bed, need to accompany my father to hospital for blood testing and work.

Sorry for not updating my blog, due to overloading of homework. :D

2008-07-01T21:59:00.001+08:00

HOMEWORK!!!!!

Everyday was flooded with homework...

I think i am going to fall sick.

sore throat, headache, sleepy....

OMG....!!

Need to go back to my homework le.

I just cannot finish it.

Still got alot waiting for me.

Need to sleep early tonight.-I hope so

SIGH...!!!

2008-06-30T20:48:00.004+08:00

How i wish i could dream forever,

and never wake up.

In dream,

everything was so prefect and happy.

But after you wake up,

you have to face all the realistic.

No matter good or bad,

happy or sad.

Everything seem so not right to me,

seeing people around me suffered,

and i cannot do anything.

I felt i am so helpless and useless,

everything are just beyond my control.

I don't want to think about you anymore,

i hope i can do it.

Or at least you are my dream,

sweet dream... ...

Once awhile...

Went Sentosa ytd with Anna, Jocelyn and Yi Heng.

Finally I thought I could go Sentosa with tru, but ended up only the four of us.

Quite disappointed though.

But nevertheless, i still had fun with the rest.

Took lots of picture with Jocelyn and Anna. -wait for Anna to upload.

I thought i will not be ten when bathing, but after we went Vivo,

then i realise that i am very red..!

hahas!

And had been called cooked lobster by KYLIE....

But lucky i did not sunburn.

At carl Jr. had some 'girls talk' though Yi Heng was there.

But we been treating him as sister, not because he was gay, but he was very reliable and caring to others. hee hee.

On Thursday Jue Ying, Hong Wei, Wei Jie and Hakim will be going to POA competition.

GOOD LUCK TO THEM!!!! ^^

2008-06-26T18:55:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Mr Leong & Desmond!!!

Happy birthday to you,

Happy birthday to yoouuh....

Happy birthday to you!!!

Hehe.

2008-06-26T18:22:00.002+08:00

SORRY!!!

I am too busy to update my blog....

Need to do lots and lots of homework.

I haven't been touching the computer for days.

I am sooo stress..

Every day need to stay back, including friday, will able to go home earliest 430.

But nvm, it's the last lap le.

2 to 3 more months to o'level.

I don't want to think of other thing anymore.

It's too tiring.

I miss the time in vietnam!!! =P

I realise that i actually know more friend after going vietnam.

I know people that i never take note of in the past.

Is a really good trip of me...

Thanks to all people involved, and mdm mariamah to plan the trip. =D

Will remember it forever.... hehe. =)

Sorry, i very lazy to update the things happened in vietnam.

Let all the things remain in my heart... haha!! =p

I need to do homework le...

If not Mr said will be very angry with me. =(

bye. =D

2008-06-08T16:52:00.003+08:00

"Money couldn't start the happiness, but can give MORE happiness."

-Jasmine

Looking at the quiz at the blog. There is one question said:

" Do you think money can buy happiness? "

People answer will be... ... " No "

However, when the next question,

" Do you believe u can survive without money?"

The answer is " No! "

Don't you think is abit contrasting???

So come with is conclusion.... =P hahas

YEAHHH!!!!

Tml will be heading to vietnam early in the morning.

Need to report at 515am. Is like damn early la. Have to wake up at 3 plus, 4am.

hahas!!! =D

Coming back at 14 June, Saturday, 1215 will reach singapore. =)

Ps. Ytd my uncle gave me $150 for my trip... I was shocked, cause don't expected it.

Hahas. And is like so much lo.

Need to go le, later going AMK to have dinner for Father's Day.

Early celebration cause of my 5th uncle. hahas!!

BYE!!! Wish me bon voyage leh... =P hahas!!!

See you guys...

2008-06-06T22:53:00.002+08:00

Sorry!!! Never blog this few days....

And today, I am too tired.

And my father kept teasing me, because i said i am tired,

and yet using computer now...

=='

Hahas! Nvm.... Will stop here.

Tml then blog.

2008-06-02T23:32:00.003+08:00

After my brother came home with the laptop, i went to watch Bao Ching Tien 3 again.
Just now was too tired and wanted for a short nap, but ended up i slept for 3 hours!!! Until 8 pm. going 9..... =x
I watched for an hour, and one part was damn sad lo.... T_T

展昭 fell in love with a Japanese girl, Xiao li, i think was about 8 or 9 ba.
They are super duper cute man. Xiao li still go ask 展昭 why he treated her so well.
Then 展昭 said ' I also don't know. Whenever i saw you are happy, I am happy. Whenever i saw you are sad, I am sad. '
They are so innocent for love lo... hees
They still watched meteor stars and Xiao li still lean on 展昭 arm. -so cute~~~
But ended up they not together, cause Xiao li need to go back Japan.
When she was on her journey back, she played with the toy drum 展昭 brought for her.
And there is a promise to it. Whenever she need him, just play with drum, and he will heard it no matter where he is. ..... Omg right!!!.... hahas =p
And then 展昭 chased at the back, just to see her. Plus the background music.....
The tears just fall out of my eyes sia.... =x

Why can't people that are in love to be together.?!
Even drama cannot have happy ending, how about in real life?
I love happy ending. =D
But sometime i will still watch sad drama, so to cry.....funny right? hahas.

I am so stressed up lo....
Anna tell me that my face is very stress during POA lesson....
i think i wanted to focus on what Ms Ng said ba.... ...
But hor, i don't know why i am so stress now...
My forehead like crumble together. hahas. sigh....
Hope tml will be better.=D

2008-06-02T16:42:00.002+08:00

Just came home after school and briefing about the vietnam trip.
The so called tour guide tells us about what will be going on during the trip, and what we should or should not bring.
Sound interesting, but after seeing the things needed, I am worried about my wallet!!!
Alot of things require me to purchase it.
let list it down, so that i can do the shopping with anna. hees....
1. Clothes
-I need more three-quarter pants, or short pants.
-Maybe some Tees
2. Socks , I need more pairs.
3. Toothbrush and toothpaste- mine is quite old le. =X
4. Body shampoo, i need to buy a smaller bottle. hehe.=P
5. Water-bottle, (If i have the $$)
6. Snacks,
-For eating at hotel
-Sweets for the Orphanage
7. Travel water kettle.
8. Deodorants

I think those were the important one. hehe.
I don't think i can buy the red haversack that i wanted. NO $$$$!!!!
Still need to buy things at Vietnam itself. hahas!!!

Our flight will be early in the morning. Needed to report at 515am. in school P.E. attire.
A buget airline -jetstar....( But saw the news about him saying they can win SIA. Dream on..)

2008-05-31T23:59:00.003+08:00

Today didn't go out, and i watched bao ching tien 3 for the whole day!!!
包拯 was damn clever lo......And the 展昭 was very cute.=D
I believe that he will grow up to be a handsome guy man.... Especially with his charming smiles.
I watched for 12 hours ba, and i think this is my only way to forget all my trouble and feeling.
I will just focus on the drama, and never think of other things.
And now, i am very tired. =X hees.

I am very tired of what happened nowaday.
Sometime i am wondering that, can i cope with this.?
I am really really tired......
I don't know want to ask or not? But somehow i know the answer... ...
Not only by feeling, i did sit down and think.
But i know, 40% by feeling and 60% by what had happen.
I will be right for most of the time. So i don't execpt much too.
The only reason for me to ask will be, I don't want to leave any regret now.
Sigh... ... ...

2008-05-30T09:03:00.000+08:00

Didn't blog ytd. hahas. I also don't what to blog. =P
Today will be my last day go school late le. hahas!!
My classmates are having lesson now... joining them later.
AND the noise at my house is damn noisy lo. Due to the building of lift. Sigh.
How am i going to study?!

later after lesson think either watch movie or singing. I don't know want to go or not.!!!
NO $$$$!! hahas =D

Got to go le... rushing to school hahas ^^
Come home then blog... =P

2008-05-28T22:22:00.008+08:00

Went Botanic Garden with all the 4E5N and our home teachers.
But it rain..... heavily.... Ended up did nothing but took photos on stage..
I very lazy to blog, so let the pictures do the talking. =)

Thank you. hees =D

2008-05-27T23:16:00.005+08:00

confused

The more i contact with him,

the more i cannot forget!

I decided to let it go,

but why I just couldn't.?

Why am i trapped in this situation?

OMG!!!!

I didn't feel any better this few days. My mood was still very sucky!!! T_T
DAMN!!! AHHHHH!!!! =x

Did anyone watched the show, ren ai chun liu bu xi.?I can swear, is very touching!!! i cried until my eyes swollen. =X

Hahas! especially the part when a woman was digged out, with a sms for her 4 mths baby....And plus the poems... OMG!!! hahas! @.@And, even my mum cried. hahas

oh ya... i remember i took a Strenghtsquest thingy at feb.
So for those who want to know me better can read it,
because i think it is quite true. =D
so here come the very 1st strenght - RELATOR

Relator describes your attitude toward your relationships.
In simple terms, the Relator theme pulls you toward people you already know.
You do not necessarily shy away from meeting new people—in fact,
you may have other themes that cause you to enjoy the thrill of turning strangers into friends —but you do derive a great deal of pleasure and strength from being around your close friends.
You are comfortable with intimacy.
Once the initial connection has been made, you deliberately encourage a deepening of the relationship.
You want to understand their feelings, their goals, their fears, and their dreams; and you want them to understand yours.
You know that this kind of closeness implies a certain amount of risk—you might be taken advantage of—but you are willing to accept that risk.
For you a relationship has value only if it is genuine.
And the only way to know that is to entrust yourself to the other person.
The more you share with each other, the more you risk together.
The more you risk together, the more each of you proves your caring is genuine.
These are your steps toward real friendship, and you take them willingly.

The other strenghts i will post it another time. =D

2008-05-26T23:01:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GINA!! =D

hope you have a nice 17th birthday,

and your dream come true. =D

Today was my o'level chinese. I had no comment on my paper seriously.

I don't know how good or bad i had did... Cause i don't think i did well nor bad.!!

hahas!!! And finally, i can just forget and not think about it for that few hours... hahas!!

June camp starting from tml!!!... Don't know is good or bad. hahas!

Tml watching Chocolate... i think so...

2008-05-24T22:54:00.002+08:00

23rd May 2008

Went out with Anna, Jocelyn, Pei Shan, Chen Song & Yi Heng to Suntec.!!!

Before that, went for a movie before meet the rest at downtown east.

We watched 'made of honour'. Is a very nice show....

Highly recommended. =)

Meet Jocelyn, Pei Shan and Chen song at tru.

Chat with Anna, Jocelyn and Pei shan before Chen song come.

Had a nice chat.

Hahas!

After that went to have dinner.

End up Pei shen and Anna argue on what they eat.

Anna give in and agree to eat at Pastamania.

But she don't want to eat, so i want accompany anna to eat else where.

But end up she share a large pizza with Yi heng, made me don't feel have appetite. hahas!

At least I ate some banana & mango pizza. Hahas!

Had another chat , but this time inculded the guys.

The way Pei Shan talk made me feel like don't know want to cry or laugh. =x

Had fun ytd.

But it seem to be very short.

We didn't do much thing. So actually i was quite disappointed. =[

Hope we can have another outing. =D

24th May 2008

My parents came back from Vietnam.

My dad looked so weak. He become even skinner. His tummy was boasted.

And he hardly eat. Sigh..!

Today kanna scold by a bus uncle.

And i am sure, if monday paper come out complain bus driver, i will score... hahas! =D

2008-05-22T23:18:00.008+08:00

I am seriously hot temper this few days. SERIOUSLY!

I hate this kind of me....

Little things will cause me paranoid, and making me feel like bursting.

OMG......!!!

I told myself to let it go, but why am i kept thinking of it.?

I just feel like crying...sigh...

I must concentrate on my o'level.....ahhhh....

2008-05-21T22:05:00.001+08:00

Ytd was the start of the MT revision.
But is wasn't that tiring, teacher say until like..... =x
Hahas. But hope that it help.

Today Mr Wong was sooo busy, he need to take care of two classes. 4E4 & us.
hahas. The class was too big, the 1st 2 hours, the class was very noise.
So, Mr Wong decided to spilt the classes.
He so poor thing... He run back and fro two classes.
Everyone was waiting for him to look through our essay.

But he was also damn funny la.
He looked at Kylie's and some others paper, and gave the stupid faces...
I was like WTH.... And kept on laughing...

But seriously, i don't have any mood nowadays.
Mood swing until i myself cannot take it....I just hated being this kind of me....
SORRY to Anna, and all those I showed attitude to....=p
OMG, when can i get rid of this feeling........ Help me please..... T_T

2008-05-20T18:40:00.002+08:00

Some photos on the bbq.

( ps the order abit weird, should be the other way. hehe =x)

spotted anything?

this look like one of the rock. hahas

In the morning

wallace sleeping. So poor thing...

emo-ing while taking this photo.=D

working

Happy birthday wallace & joclyn

long way to go..!

guess what time is it?

4 men tent.

Didn't blog for two days le. Too busy for this few days.
Went to wallace's bbq, waited for him for 2 hours plus... ...

Played big two with jun jie, seng yi and kor. Did 5 push-up.

Haha

I am super duper tired....

Cause didn't really sleep, i think slept for 2 hours.

No spaceee..... I need to sleep with 3 guys inside the tent.( sound a bit wrong. hahas!)

It's a 4 men tent. Hahas!

And i was the only girl there....So....

But still alright, because i slept in between my brother and jun jie. =X

And jun jie is so damn funny.

He actually asked me to sleep alone with one guy i dunno. ==' Hahas!

Chat with wallace they all about wallace's trouble. opp! =x

Went home at 12am from East Coast. Reach home at 1pm, and went out with jia jia and anna.

i don't even sit down lo... hahas!

2008-05-17T22:57:00.001+08:00

My mood wasn't better today. Still very sucky.

Today started to plan for the outing on friday. But don't seem to be very good. hahas!
I DON'T CARE! Will still go out on friday, even if no one i asked today are going.
Because i have others, anna, jocelyn and kylie.
The other don't want go i also cannot do anything. hahas!
And no one can comfirm with me. sigh....

One got work morning shift, one don't want watch, one don't feel like going, one NS coming need to gather with friends so don't know can come, one got work.... .... .... .... ....

SIGH....! Who can help me to change my moood.... OMG!
I hated this feeling..... Damn it.
I don't even have the mood to eat lo..
And I don't know, what exactly caused me to be like that.
A mixture of feeling, and things happened.... Arghhhhhh.....
( But not exactly what happened ytd.) hehe

Terrible feeling

2008-05-16T19:31:00.000+08:00

What the point of thinking of him,

when i know he had someone in mind.?

What the point of thinking of him,

when i know that the person cannot be forgotten.?

I am blaming myself,

for not having the courage to say out my feeling.

I am blaming myself,

for being so timid of showing my feeling.

But even if i had second chance,

i will still do the same thing,

of not saying my feeling.

I don't balme anyone,

because i know it can't be controlled.

And she is much better than me.

Ahhhhhh.........!!!!!!!!!!

I feel so sucky now!!!

Damn it, what the... ...

I having too many things to fan...

studies, friendships, relationship.... .... ....

T_T

anw. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINGKAI.-but i dun think he will see this. hehe

2008-05-15T23:58:00.000+08:00

Too late for me to blog now le. my grandmum is now sleeping in the room. =X
So have to make it quick, hehe.
But today got inter-class captain ball matchs, so numbers of thing to say.
hahas! But don't wish to say anymore about today match. sigh...

But most importantly, the matchs make me realise something.
That was, we might be the better one in class, but however, when we were expose to the other classes, we might not be just nothing.

It is same as i might be the good one in my class in term of studies, or maybe school.
But after my o'level, when this time, I am not jus comparing with my fellow classmates or schoolmates, but is to the whole singapore's 2008 o'level students.

After poly, when we are going to the working forces, we are to compete with the whole singaporeans, or maybe others from other countries.

Our life will be more and more stressful .....

Btw, i got back all the others result for my MYE le. Only my POA are will done enough, all the other wasn't good. SIGH....!!!!

Here are the other result:

English - 52/100
History - 29/50
Chemistry P3 -39/65 (got 2 sweets from teacher.)
POA -83.5/100 ( my BEST subject man....!)

I think that is all of my result. AND I scored 16 points for my L1R4.

And actually i aimed 10 points. OMG! You see? i needed to improve 6 points in order to get the points i wanted...

Never mind! Don't cry after spilled milk. So let look ahead instead. Hehe. =D

2008-05-14T21:46:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG... ...

Today got back some papers. SIGH... ....!!!!

OMG!!! I did badly. Sorry to all my teacher. =X

I still aimed 10 for my L1R4 of o'level. Now i don't even think i could get 15 lo.!!!

Sooo sian. T_T sob....

Here are some of my result.

Chinese -69/100
Social studies - 24/50
Physics paper 2 - 29/65 (OMG!!!, my worst attempt!)
Physics & Chem pratical - 14.5/15 & 12/15
Physics & chem MCQ - 29/40
Additional Mathematic -50.9/100 ( I thought i will flung this. Hahas. =X)

arrrhhhh!!!!! HOWW...!!!!

Tml will be getting back the rest of the paper. hahas!

Chemistry, POA , English, maybe History.....Sigh...

And I m soo touch by Ms Tay. what she told me. =X

hehe. Later she say i sexist again. hahas. :D

-i am a happy clown

2008-05-13T22:49:00.000+08:00

Marking day

Today no school! =X
Thought that can rest at home. In the end, nothing to do. hahas!
Meet anna at Tm, and i was late. Hahas!
Go see my red haversack. thinking of buying it.
Then saw anna's mum at TM, after that walk with her.
Anna and her mum got some conflict, seriously i don't know what to do.
hahas! got scare by them. =X hehe

After that accompany anna to cut her hair. It damn short!
hahas. But as long as she like it. =D

My brother ask me to bring him the things for his ptt.
So went to TP, and is damn BIG.
Then my stupid brother never pick up my phone. Let me walk around for 3 min. Hahas!
Then went to his ELF's room. Everyone look at me like... ...
AND as usual, got someone thought i am my brother's GF. faint*
hahas!
That is my future school.!

Then went home, missed one bus because it was sooo many ppl.
And saw leom. hehe. But never talk much =D

P.S today no school, is not i skipped school.!!!!

2008-05-12T14:14:00.007+08:00

stress
Welcome to my FIRST blog. =D

Things wasn't going right nowadays.
And i don't know why.

Got pissed off this few days >=\
Make me don't feel like going anywhere, just wanna stay at home.

Everything wasn't right, especially with FRIENDS!!!
I don't know where the problems lies.

With us, with them ?
I really DON'T KNOW!!!!
I HATE THE FEELING... ...
Hope it end soon, so that we can concentrate in our o'levels.
As what teacher alway say

' Why bother of how people think of you.?'
This words are easy to say, but difficult to do.

Sigh.. ...

Never mind!
Since anna helped me in making this blog,

then i will post my feeling here. =X
hehes. ^_^