Hi Peeps,
It have been long since I last blog and suddenly feeling lie blogging while rotting at home for the past few days after F1...
I am definitely not a blogger as I am not a person that will consolidate all my thoughts at one time, thus result in no able to think of things to blog. But i had found an alternative; Twitter! I allows me to say whatever i want at the time. (too bad i don't have wi-fi)
Another reason that I am trying to blog is that i am reading someone else blog and i think that it help others to know a bit more bout yo. Or at least someone who concern about you can know what you been doing lately. ^^
I bet no one will visit my blog for NOW, as it has been dead for years!! I am trying to make it a habit. hehe Something good about it is that my blog become a little secret hiding place for me as Facebook and twitter is no longer a place where i can say freely about my mind. :)
Been feeling bad mood recently due to people around me. If i am grant with a special ability, it will the capability of mind reading. I really want to know how people around me thinks. I am a girl who thinks alot, (I really hope that i am not) but i just can't help to think. Things that i always ask myself:
- What kind of friend/people am i to others?
- Am i very irritating?
- Do they like me? Or they are just to nice to not told me off infront of me?
- Are they feeling comfortable with me?
- many many many more..
And i think is this kind of questions that really bring my mood down. People have been telling me to ignore others thinking as i live for myself and not others. But come to think of that, aren't my life surrounded with people.
For example,
I have been involve in the F1 this year and i wondering how the rest see me as a colleague and friends. It can get really irritating as there is no answer to it! Unless i walk to one of them and ask straight to the face, but once again, they might be too nice to tell you... I guess i reallly need some time to recover. :(
Being positive, something good about me having bad mood, i won't have appetite... Might feel hungry, but just don't know what to eat... hahaha! and i try to tone down but talking lesser.. ^^
I should blog about F1 soon... :)
