" Unpleasant memories can turn good,
when there is no more addition memories."
-Jasmine

I am so tired, both physically and mentally. I have told myself not to think anymore, everything around me just don't seem right. I had been losing one thing after another, all of them is my loved one. I hate that, i hate the feeling and i hate myself. Everyone had told me to be strong, I really don't know how long i can take it. The days went by, and the more I miss my father. I alway thought school is a place for me to escape to, yet school itself have another problem waiting for me. I cannot cry infront of my mother, neither i can cry in front of my classmate nor anyone. I really hope everything can just be gone when the time pass by, which i think is very difficult. The memories of my father keep coming to my head, the more i think, the more my heart aches. My heart are tearing apart. I can really feel the pain, it hurt.

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Anna be gald that so many ppl cares for you, seriously. I am not jealous that there is so many people that concern you. Do treasure them as i said, you may not get it back if you lost them.

For those who helped anna,

I hope you all know, friendship and relationship is the same. It could only be solved by the person itself. Cause you all don't know what had happen between anna and me.. Thank you.