One month had passed... ... I had not see you, hug you and kiss your forehead for one month. I miss you every day. How I wish i can see you again, i miss hugging you when i know i could not hug you anymore. It really hurt. Now then i know, the pain grow stronger day by day instead of getting lesser. Everything happened so sudden, you just left us. It seem like you will reach home late every night, therefore we are not able to see you. I really really miss you badly. Papa.