Ya...The thought i had this few days. The thought i had after the Friday's breakthrough program. They asked us to focus on our studies, 8 hours of revision daily, 9-12 hours of studies in weekend, 4 hours of sleep EVERY SINGLE DAY, NO more outing with friends, and maybe will scarified the time with family. This sounded difficult to be achieve, but will determination, I think everyone can achieve. I thought of following all the things above, but i decided not to follow entirely. I realised that straight As was not i wanted, i just wanna get into the course i wanted. Study that and get a job i want, I don't know what is my future. But all i want NOW, is to treasure all i have, espeacially relationship with famliy and friends. In my family, we know what we going to expect, we know that my dad's illness could not be cure, we just want him to live longer and painless. I really don't know how? I just want to accompany him more, with my mum and brother. I had made my choice of what i want now, I could alway get my studies done in further. When i know i might not be able to accompany my father in further. I know i won't regret for now. But i will still try my best to get my studies down will enough to go to the course i want =D Hope he get well soon :)