Saturday, 31 May 2008 @ 11:59 pm
Today didn't go out, and i watched bao ching tien 3 for the whole day!!!
包拯 was damn clever lo......And the 展昭 was very cute.=D
I believe that he will grow up to be a handsome guy man.... Especially with his charming smiles.
I watched for 12 hours ba, and i think this is my only way to forget all my trouble and feeling.
I will just focus on the drama, and never think of other things.
And now, i am very tired. =X hees.
I am very tired of what happened nowaday.
Sometime i am wondering that, can i cope with this.?
I am really really tired......
I don't know want to ask or not? But somehow i know the answer... ...
Not only by feeling, i did sit down and think.
But i know, 40% by feeling and 60% by what had happen.
I will be right for most of the time. So i don't execpt much too.
The only reason for me to ask will be, I don't want to leave any regret now.
Sigh... ... ...
Labels: Hated this feeling....
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Friday, 30 May 2008 @ 9:03 am
Didn't blog ytd. hahas. I also don't what to blog. =P
Today will be my last day go school late le. hahas!!
My classmates are having lesson now... joining them later.
AND the noise at my house is damn noisy lo. Due to the building of lift. Sigh.
How am i going to study?!
later after lesson think either watch movie or singing. I don't know want to go or not.!!!
NO $$$$!! hahas =D
Got to go le... rushing to school hahas ^^
Come home then blog... =P
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Wednesday, 28 May 2008 @ 10:22 pm
Went Botanic Garden with all the 4E5N and our home teachers.
But it rain..... heavily.... Ended up did nothing but took photos on stage..
I very lazy to blog, so let the pictures do the talking. =)
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Tuesday, 27 May 2008 @ 11:16 pm
confused
The more i contact with him,
the more i cannot forget!
I decided to let it go,
but why I just couldn't.?
Why am i trapped in this situation?
OMG!!!!
I didn't feel any better this few days. My mood was still very sucky!!! T_T
DAMN!!! AHHHHH!!!! =x
Did anyone watched the show, ren ai chun liu bu xi.?I can swear, is very touching!!! i cried until my eyes swollen. =X
Hahas! especially the part when a woman was digged out, with a sms for her 4 mths baby....And plus the poems... OMG!!! hahas! @.@And, even my mum cried. hahas
oh ya... i remember i took a Strenghtsquest thingy at feb.
So for those who want to know me better can read it,
because i think it is quite true. =D
so here come the very 1st strenght - RELATOR
Relator describes your attitude toward your relationships.
In simple terms, the Relator theme pulls you toward people you already know.
You do not necessarily shy away from meeting new people—in fact,
you may have other themes that cause you to enjoy the thrill of turning strangers into friends —but you do derive a great deal of pleasure and strength from being around your close friends.
You are comfortable with intimacy.
Once the initial connection has been made, you deliberately encourage a deepening of the relationship.
You want to understand their feelings, their goals, their fears, and their dreams; and you want them to understand yours.
You know that this kind of closeness implies a certain amount of risk—you might be taken advantage of—but you are willing to accept that risk.
For you a relationship has value only if it is genuine.
And the only way to know that is to entrust yourself to the other person.
The more you share with each other, the more you risk together.
The more you risk together, the more each of you proves your caring is genuine.
These are your steps toward real friendship, and you take them willingly.
The other strenghts i will post it another time. =D
Labels: Help~~
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Monday, 26 May 2008 @ 11:01 pm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GINA!! =Dhope you have a nice 17th birthday,
and your dream come true. =D
Today was my o'level chinese. I had no comment on my paper seriously.
I don't know how good or bad i had did... Cause i don't think i did well nor bad.!!
hahas!!! And finally, i can just forget and not think about it for that few hours... hahas!!
June camp starting from tml!!!... Don't know is good or bad. hahas!
Tml watching Chocolate... i think so...
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Saturday, 24 May 2008 @ 10:54 pm
23rd May 2008
Went out with Anna, Jocelyn, Pei Shan, Chen Song & Yi Heng to Suntec.!!!
Before that, went for a movie before meet the rest at downtown east.
We watched 'made of honour'. Is a very nice show....
Highly recommended. =)
Meet Jocelyn, Pei Shan and Chen song at tru.
Chat with Anna, Jocelyn and Pei shan before Chen song come.
Had a nice chat.
Hahas!
After that went to have dinner.
End up Pei shen and Anna argue on what they eat.
Anna give in and agree to eat at Pastamania.
But she don't want to eat, so i want accompany anna to eat else where.
But end up she share a large pizza with Yi heng, made me don't feel have appetite. hahas!
At least I ate some banana & mango pizza. Hahas!
Had another chat , but this time inculded the guys.
The way Pei Shan talk made me feel like don't know want to cry or laugh. =x
Had fun ytd.
But it seem to be very short.
We didn't do much thing. So actually i was quite disappointed. =[
Hope we can have another outing. =D
24th May 2008
My parents came back from Vietnam.
My dad looked so weak. He become even skinner. His tummy was boasted.
And he hardly eat. Sigh..!
Today kanna scold by a bus uncle.
And i am sure, if monday paper come out complain bus driver, i will score... hahas! =D
Labels: I just can't stop thinking.....
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Thursday, 22 May 2008 @ 11:18 pm
I am seriously hot temper this few days. SERIOUSLY!
I hate this kind of me....
Little things will cause me paranoid, and making me feel like bursting.
OMG......!!!
I told myself to let it go, but why am i kept thinking of it.?
I just feel like crying...sigh...
I must concentrate on my o'level.....ahhhh....
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Wednesday, 21 May 2008 @ 10:05 pm
Ytd was the start of the MT revision.
But is wasn't that tiring, teacher say until like..... =x
Hahas. But hope that it help.
Today Mr Wong was sooo busy, he need to take care of two classes. 4E4 & us.
hahas. The class was too big, the 1st 2 hours, the class was very noise.
So, Mr Wong decided to spilt the classes.
He so poor thing... He run back and fro two classes.
Everyone was waiting for him to look through our essay.
But he was also damn funny la.
He looked at Kylie's and some others paper, and gave the stupid faces...
I was like WTH.... And kept on laughing...
But seriously, i don't have any mood nowadays.
Mood swing until i myself cannot take it....I just hated being this kind of me....
SORRY to Anna, and all those I showed attitude to....=p
OMG, when can i get rid of this feeling........ Help me please..... T_T
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Tuesday, 20 May 2008 @ 6:40 pm
Some photos on the bbq.
( ps the order abit weird, should be the other way. hehe =x)
spotted anything?
this look like one of the rock. hahas
In the morning
wallace sleeping. So poor thing...
emo-ing while taking this photo.=D
working
Happy birthday wallace & joclyn
long way to go..!
guess what time is it?
4 men tent.
Didn't blog for two days le. Too busy for this few days.
Went to wallace's bbq, waited for him for 2 hours plus... ...
Played big two with jun jie, seng yi and kor. Did 5 push-up.
Haha
I am super duper tired....
Cause didn't really sleep, i think slept for 2 hours.
No spaceee..... I need to sleep with 3 guys inside the tent.( sound a bit wrong. hahas!)
It's a 4 men tent. Hahas!
And i was the only girl there....So....
But still alright, because i slept in between my brother and jun jie. =X
And jun jie is so damn funny.
He actually asked me to sleep alone with one guy i dunno. ==' Hahas!
Chat with wallace they all about wallace's trouble. opp! =x
Went home at 12am from East Coast. Reach home at 1pm, and went out with jia jia and anna.
i don't even sit down lo... hahas!
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Saturday, 17 May 2008 @ 10:57 pm
My mood wasn't better today. Still very sucky.
Today started to plan for the outing on friday. But don't seem to be very good. hahas!
I DON'T CARE! Will still go out on friday, even if no one i asked today are going.
Because i have others, anna, jocelyn and kylie.
The other don't want go i also cannot do anything. hahas!
And no one can comfirm with me. sigh....
One got work morning shift, one don't want watch, one don't feel like going, one NS coming need to gather with friends so don't know can come, one got work.... .... .... .... ....
SIGH....! Who can help me to change my moood.... OMG!
I hated this feeling..... Damn it.
I don't even have the mood to eat lo..
And I don't know, what exactly caused me to be like that.
A mixture of feeling, and things happened.... Arghhhhhh.....
( But not exactly what happened ytd.) hehe
Labels: mixture of feeling......
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Friday, 16 May 2008 @ 7:31 pm
Terrible feeling
What the point of thinking of him,
when i know he had someone in mind.?
What the point of thinking of him,
when i know that the person cannot be forgotten.?
I am blaming myself,
for not having the courage to say out my feeling.
I am blaming myself,
for being so timid of showing my feeling.
But even if i had second chance,
i will still do the same thing,
of not saying my feeling.
I don't balme anyone,
because i know it can't be controlled.
And she is much better than me.
Ahhhhhh.........!!!!!!!!!!
I feel so sucky now!!!
Damn it, what the... ...
I having too many things to fan...
studies, friendships, relationship.... .... ....
T_T
anw. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINGKAI.-but i dun think he will see this. hehe
Labels: I decided to let it go....
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Thursday, 15 May 2008 @ 11:58 pm
Too late for me to blog now le. my grandmum is now sleeping in the room. =X
So have to make it quick, hehe.
But today got inter-class captain ball matchs, so numbers of thing to say.
hahas! But don't wish to say anymore about today match. sigh...
But most importantly, the matchs make me realise something.
That was, we might be the better one in class, but however, when we were expose to the other classes, we might not be just nothing.
It is same as i might be the good one in my class in term of studies, or maybe school.
But after my o'level, when this time, I am not jus comparing with my fellow classmates or schoolmates, but is to the whole singapore's 2008 o'level students.
After poly, when we are going to the working forces, we are to compete with the whole singaporeans, or maybe others from other countries.
Our life will be more and more
stressful .....Btw, i got back all the others result for my MYE le. Only my POA are will done enough, all the other wasn't good. SIGH....!!!!Here are the other result:
- English - 52/100
- History - 29/50
- Chemistry P3 -39/65 (got 2 sweets from teacher.)
- POA -83.5/100 ( my BEST subject man....!)
I think that is all of my result. AND I scored 16 points for my L1R4.
And actually i aimed 10 points. OMG! You see? i needed to improve 6 points in order to get the points i wanted...
Never mind! Don't cry after spilled milk. So let look ahead instead. Hehe. =D
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Wednesday, 14 May 2008 @ 9:46 pm
OMG OMG OMG... ...
Today got back some papers. SIGH... ....!!!!
OMG!!! I did badly. Sorry to all my teacher. =X
I still aimed 10 for my L1R4 of o'level. Now i don't even think i could get 15 lo.!!!
Sooo sian. T_T sob....
Here are some of my result.
- Chinese -69/100
- Social studies - 24/50
- Physics paper 2 - 29/65 (OMG!!!, my worst attempt!)
- Physics & Chem pratical - 14.5/15 & 12/15
- Physics & chem MCQ - 29/40
- Additional Mathematic -50.9/100 ( I thought i will flung this. Hahas. =X)
arrrhhhh!!!!! HOWW...!!!!
Tml will be getting back the rest of the paper. hahas!
Chemistry, POA , English, maybe History.....Sigh...
And I m soo touch by Ms Tay. what she told me. =X
hehe. Later she say i sexist again. hahas. :D
-i am a happy clown
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Tuesday, 13 May 2008 @ 10:49 pm
Marking day
Today no school! =X
Thought that can rest at home. In the end, nothing to do. hahas!
Meet anna at Tm, and i was late. Hahas!
Go see my red haversack. thinking of buying it.
Then saw anna's mum at TM, after that walk with her.
Anna and her mum got some conflict, seriously i don't know what to do.
hahas! got scare by them. =X hehe
After that accompany anna to cut her hair. It damn short!
hahas. But as long as she like it. =D
My brother ask me to bring him the things for his ptt.
So went to TP, and is damn BIG.
Then my stupid brother never pick up my phone. Let me walk around for 3 min. Hahas!
Then went to his ELF's room. Everyone look at me like... ...
AND as usual, got someone thought i am my brother's GF. faint*
hahas!
That is my future school.!Then went home, missed one bus because it was sooo many ppl.
And saw leom. hehe. But never talk much =D
P.S today no school, is not i skipped school.!!!! inspires
Monday, 12 May 2008 @ 2:14 pm
stressWelcome to my FIRST blog. =D
Things wasn't going right nowadays.
And i don't know why.
Got pissed off this few days >=\
Make me don't feel like going anywhere, just wanna stay at home.
Everything wasn't right, especially with FRIENDS!!!
I don't know where the problems lies.
With us, with them ?
I really DON'T KNOW!!!!
I HATE THE FEELING... ...
Hope it end soon, so that we can concentrate in our o'levels.
As what teacher alway say
' Why bother of how people think of you.?'
This words are easy to say, but difficult to do.
Sigh.. ...
Never mind!
Since anna helped me in making this blog,
then i will post my feeling here. =X
hehes. ^_^
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY GINA!! =D
spotted anything?
In the morning
wallace sleeping. So poor thing...
emo-ing while taking this photo.=D
working
Happy birthday wallace & joclyn
long way to go..!
4 men tent.
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